If u guys care to read, and care about me, read the whole thing, do not finish reading a little.
Not interested? Scram, you're not welcome =(
It started out like this, I just came back to my room after bathing when I received a sms from my best friend, Melvin. I read it and at the last phrase of sentence, he typed " By the way, I feel like trying maple private server, since it looks like only takes a while to reach 2nd job and the rest of the main aspects maintains."
I replied... "You've got haunted by virus, I typed the wrong thing and when I was about to tell him, he replied."
Melvin : Haunted by virus when I've not even downloaded it?
Me : As in after u double click it and play =.=
Melvin : Every single private server you mean? Have to go youtube for some research, if there's any virus, there must be some people posting complains in comments or videos.
Me : There isn't any when you can play, but if u can;t, it will be blocked by your spyware doctor
Melvin : So what's the worry? If I'm interested I might give it a shot tomorrow
Me : And the worry is if your comp break down dun be sad
[Here is where I got myself fuming with anger]
Melvin : You already assured, and now you are worrying, thats contradicting, and don't put up a teacher tone of "wait-till-you-learn-your-lesson". that type of tone
[Unreasonable?]
Me : I'm not worrying for myself I'm worrying for you. Don't you think it'll ne a waste of money if your comp is spoilt and you have to fix it? You assume I put up a "wait till you learn" tone but I didn't. As a friend of yours I can only advise you not to do continue doing it. I can't stop you. Since you wanna play it so badly so be it. Go ahead.
[He starts directing it to another topic or maybe he sticks with it, its a long one]
Melvin : Not badly, try learning how to interpret and read tone, it might help in your social studies, source base in future will require such skills, making clear inference and phrasing the way you write is very important, you might think that I'm teaching you a lesson nw but also learn to accept changes, thats the key to improvement, ask yourself, you said source base is giving you trouble, its either your teacher didn't convey necessary skills or according to your casual jokes out of your teachers, they seems incapable, to apply it in daily life, u shoud review on your sent msgs, and double check, think as if you're the one receiving the msg, you should feel embarassed, can you imagine the feeling? I'm not trying to be self-righteous but look at this " worry is if your comp break down don't be sad" Here's the simplified analysism "worry if" shows concern i agree, "your comp break down" shows the cause and danger that should be considered," dun be sad" is an indirect sarcasiasm, can you see it now? Vividly? This is the msg I see as.
[ Makes any sense? Maybe the ' dont be sad ' part sounds a little unpleasant, but the whole reply he gave me, seriously, sucks =)]
My reply :Did you interpret yours? Making fun of teacher says who, you didnt? Oh mr (dunno who) looks like an egg, mr (dunno who) zhong fong, giving her the defiance way you present yourself to the physics/chem teacher, you should review on your sent msgs, and double check, think as you're the one receiving the msg, you should feel embarrassed, can you imagine the feeling? Put yourself in my shoes, do you like the feeling? I've been your friend since young, is this the way you reply when ppl show CARE and concern for you? You're just taking it for granted. I'm not trying to be self-righteous but look, am i in total wrong? Think abt it Professor Koh.
Shortly a msg came when i was reply him with the one I was typing abv stating
Melvin : I apologize if I'm on the harsh sidem but its important to do drafting (not need for speed), when you speak to anyone, normally you will not see the insignificant mistakes, thats the main problem in compo, when you write you think its fluent, similar to conversations, annoying words against dignity, pride and feelings are usually unnoticed, thats why yhr phrase "watch your language" is rather true, although its a rude phrase in a way, it does make lots of sense.
I replied to his sms wif this
It does make sense but why interpret tone when reading text messages? I'm just advising you not to download it before you regret, a simple reply like "ok I'll think abt it" will end all misery.
Disappointment.
=(
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late ~
[5mins later, the reply came..............]
Melvin : ASK your brother then, since he's a psychologist, i've expected your reply to be in such a way and i've never accused you for insulting teachers, and embarrassment? You feel them through a proper correction? And for your issue on "Put yourself in my shoes, do you like the feeling?" shouldn't that be what I say upon receiving your " dun be sad" msg? Ok i'm fair m its your right to justify why i'm in the wrong for "put yourself in my shoes, do like the feeling?", ou meant i hurt you unintentionally? If yes, state it, i'll apologize, there's fairness i believe, equality and justice, please don't address me as professor for your info, i dont deserve it humbly. As for jokes about teachers its a thing most students do to teachers they dislike, you also did but they are casual jokes, said for short-term laugher and harmless unless said in front of the teachers themselves, although its bad but everyone needs space to release their unhappiness, i' just releasing mine though what i think i'm good at, 'lane jokes'... Now time for something i'm honestly uncertain, i do have only a few friends, so i can remain faithful and i'm the one consoling to people, lonely people like myself, such as Goose and Choolian [ who are his friends ] I want them to know someone does cares but i can be demanding at times, also i can be impatient and straightforward, in the end i think i'm not as ungrateful as you said "you're just taking it for granted"... If you're mad by confusion read these when you're better, take care.
Later on, I replied
Me : Ask my brother? "You like the feeling?" is that you said previously definitely it is, but did you try to feel how i felt when i received your reply? It made me fume wif anger and made me so depressed, you said that you're sorry, its too late to apologize, fairness, equality and justice? Tosen ( a character in bleach which always emphasizes much on justice and equality) N.O2?
You're consoling to ppl who are lonely just like you are but are you lonely when you've got them? (referring to goose and choolian)
And a few minutes later, I added on
Me : Then show these messages to your aunt. =), if i'm totally in the wrong, and to take then blame, so be it.
Little did i expect his reply to be this disheartening... I guess i'm ending this friendship =)
Melvin : I'm fine, this is fun, just like debating and I love it, but please be more offensive next time, though no vulgar, I felt like i was at the supreme court a moment back LOL, and lets ask our judges , I've saved the msges, i'll lose with honour if i'm wrong. THIS is the true meaning of justice and equality. The last part u guys don't have to know, its some sorta useless to reveal, its about tousen.
The thunderstorm I had with him, totally depressing, I pointed middle finger and said FUCK, WHAT IS THIS? at the phone. I am totally pissed off. Goodbye peeps.
