Tuesday, June 24, 2008
2:07 AM
Its 24th June! And sch started.. sian right? Everyone dreads going back to school, especially for class 3F, we gotta see Mrs Ee again.. Yes, there goes our hair, we shall wait. 2morow, lets see, see 3F having the most amt of ppl having their hair caught. I went to cut my hair 2day and hmm, 2morow i'm gonna shut Mrs Ee up. Can't maple in the weekdays, needs to go to tutions, and things like that, homeworks and everything.. It totally sucks.. Well at least we get to see each other again in class, school and things like that. Ignite concert is a week or so more to go. I wonder who else is going. Except Marcus, Sean, Sikai and Carlvin won't go for sure. As for Joel that I'm not sure. Just hopes that he will go, if not I will be very bored =O~~ Alright gotta go, i told my mum i'm using the net for sch homework purposes.
Brandon
24th June
[Currently down wif flu]
Miss Reborn and friends.. always..
& I'm being random.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
6:49 PM
Man, a day out to Marine Parade or should I say east coast park, was tiring. Cycled for 2 hours making our butts painful, not worth it at all.. Then we headed to Mac and camped there, Jx played Sikai's psp until she's gone case. Around 3~4, we went to the beach and we played till around 5~6? And we went home, our hards are a lil burnt which for me personally its nice =X
But 2day it faded away.. sadly..
=O Georgia nv invite me to her bday party, sadly though. Then I told Thaddeus to tell her
"Thanks for forgetting me as her friend." and soon after, Geor called me, apologizing, awww sad. Its ok ^^ humans are bound to forget things.
Anyway, going out soon, haven't touched any holidays hw. Gl to me, and gl to my hair on monday.
Brandon
20thJune
~!@#$%^&*()-+_=[]
& I'm being random.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
3:02 AM
Yo! Guys I am back from the camp, which is NCC Speacialist Course to be more specific, or maybe. Its so.. "FUN" that made me doze off sometimes, in lectures, speeches, or whatever. Overall, the camp is BORING ... =O. Made a few more new friends, mostly are jokers. There's a guy called Marcus [Not teo or tan], he had a very cute and chubby face that looks like a sec 1 student, and when he spoke to me.... Wow.. the voice.. MANLY! Sean and I called him manly marcus, he made both of us giggle like crazy during dinner at the 2nd day. Hilarious.. Those CLT[s] OMFGWTFWTHZOMGLMAOROFLLOL crazy -.-~~ They keep like.. so u know, keeping ur life miserable. As quoted from Sean, ' Walao, 3days 2 night lei, that means 57 hours away from home.' I told him, ' Don't worry -.=*, time will pass very fast. soon it'll be over.' And as expected. It did -.-, a month of holiday is GONE, like this =). Can't really rmb much abt the camp, except.. THE HAIRCUT!!! I got caught abt my fringe, but my back got cut away instead. My tail!!! not animal tail of course. Dammit.. I assure, when sch reopen, my hair won't get caught because I got a slope now! T.T... Unless Mrs Ee holds a grudge against my fringe.
L is for the way u look at me~
O is for the only one I see~
V is for the very Guai Lan teacher..<--------------- Forgotten abt the phrase
E is for the teacher named Mrs E* <---------------- can't reveal 'much'
Brandon
3SG to be =)
18June
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& I'm being random.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
8:07 PM
Someone suicided at my block, it happened approximately at 7am or around there. My parents saw it and my dad called the police. Ain't it unlucky? To jump at my block and what more is its father's day. =X, not to mention I can't bring myself to wake up as I slept @ 2+ ytd, so I can't giv him a surprise. Sadly.. I'm sry William daddy <3 Happy Father's Day ! How I wish I have someone to talk to.. real badly to get some comfort... Sadness.. This is prataaaaaaaaaaaaa
T.T
T.T
T.T
T.T
Brandon~~
15/6/08
Reborn GM
The friendship will end soon...should have just told him, go ahead, I dun care =)
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& I'm being random.
8:16 AM
If u guys care to read, and care about me, read the whole thing, do not finish reading a little.
Not interested? Scram, you're not welcome =(
It started out like this, I just came back to my room after bathing when I received a sms from my best friend, Melvin. I read it and at the last phrase of sentence, he typed " By the way, I feel like trying maple private server, since it looks like only takes a while to reach 2nd job and the rest of the main aspects maintains."
I replied... "You've got haunted by virus, I typed the wrong thing and when I was about to tell him, he replied."
Melvin : Haunted by virus when I've not even downloaded it?
Me : As in after u double click it and play =.=
Melvin : Every single private server you mean? Have to go youtube for some research, if there's any virus, there must be some people posting complains in comments or videos.
Me : There isn't any when you can play, but if u can;t, it will be blocked by your spyware doctor
Melvin : So what's the worry? If I'm interested I might give it a shot tomorrow
Me : And the worry is if your comp break down dun be sad
[Here is where I got myself fuming with anger]
Melvin : You already assured, and now you are worrying, thats contradicting, and don't put up a teacher tone of "wait-till-you-learn-your-lesson". that type of tone
[Unreasonable?]
Me : I'm not worrying for myself I'm worrying for you. Don't you think it'll ne a waste of money if your comp is spoilt and you have to fix it? You assume I put up a "wait till you learn" tone but I didn't. As a friend of yours I can only advise you not to do continue doing it. I can't stop you. Since you wanna play it so badly so be it. Go ahead.
[He starts directing it to another topic or maybe he sticks with it, its a long one]
Melvin : Not badly, try learning how to interpret and read tone, it might help in your social studies, source base in future will require such skills, making clear inference and phrasing the way you write is very important, you might think that I'm teaching you a lesson nw but also learn to accept changes, thats the key to improvement, ask yourself, you said source base is giving you trouble, its either your teacher didn't convey necessary skills or according to your casual jokes out of your teachers, they seems incapable, to apply it in daily life, u shoud review on your sent msgs, and double check, think as if you're the one receiving the msg, you should feel embarassed, can you imagine the feeling? I'm not trying to be self-righteous but look at this " worry is if your comp break down don't be sad" Here's the simplified analysism "worry if" shows concern i agree, "your comp break down" shows the cause and danger that should be considered," dun be sad" is an indirect sarcasiasm, can you see it now? Vividly? This is the msg I see as.
[ Makes any sense? Maybe the ' dont be sad ' part sounds a little unpleasant, but the whole reply he gave me, seriously, sucks =)]
My reply :Did you interpret yours? Making fun of teacher says who, you didnt? Oh mr (dunno who) looks like an egg, mr (dunno who) zhong fong, giving her the defiance way you present yourself to the physics/chem teacher, you should review on your sent msgs, and double check, think as you're the one receiving the msg, you should feel embarrassed, can you imagine the feeling? Put yourself in my shoes, do you like the feeling? I've been your friend since young, is this the way you reply when ppl show CARE and concern for you? You're just taking it for granted. I'm not trying to be self-righteous but look, am i in total wrong? Think abt it Professor Koh.
Shortly a msg came when i was reply him with the one I was typing abv stating
Melvin : I apologize if I'm on the harsh sidem but its important to do drafting (not need for speed), when you speak to anyone, normally you will not see the insignificant mistakes, thats the main problem in compo, when you write you think its fluent, similar to conversations, annoying words against dignity, pride and feelings are usually unnoticed, thats why yhr phrase "watch your language" is rather true, although its a rude phrase in a way, it does make lots of sense.
I replied to his sms wif this
It does make sense but why interpret tone when reading text messages? I'm just advising you not to download it before you regret, a simple reply like "ok I'll think abt it" will end all misery.
Disappointment.
=(
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late ~
[5mins later, the reply came..............]
Melvin : ASK your brother then, since he's a psychologist, i've expected your reply to be in such a way and i've never accused you for insulting teachers, and embarrassment? You feel them through a proper correction? And for your issue on "Put yourself in my shoes, do you like the feeling?" shouldn't that be what I say upon receiving your " dun be sad" msg? Ok i'm fair m its your right to justify why i'm in the wrong for "put yourself in my shoes, do like the feeling?", ou meant i hurt you unintentionally? If yes, state it, i'll apologize, there's fairness i believe, equality and justice, please don't address me as professor for your info, i dont deserve it humbly. As for jokes about teachers its a thing most students do to teachers they dislike, you also did but they are casual jokes, said for short-term laugher and harmless unless said in front of the teachers themselves, although its bad but everyone needs space to release their unhappiness, i' just releasing mine though what i think i'm good at, 'lane jokes'... Now time for something i'm honestly uncertain, i do have only a few friends, so i can remain faithful and i'm the one consoling to people, lonely people like myself, such as Goose and Choolian [ who are his friends ] I want them to know someone does cares but i can be demanding at times, also i can be impatient and straightforward, in the end i think i'm not as ungrateful as you said "you're just taking it for granted"... If you're mad by confusion read these when you're better, take care.
Later on, I replied
Me : Ask my brother? "You like the feeling?" is that you said previously definitely it is, but did you try to feel how i felt when i received your reply? It made me fume wif anger and made me so depressed, you said that you're sorry, its too late to apologize, fairness, equality and justice? Tosen ( a character in bleach which always emphasizes much on justice and equality) N.O2?
You're consoling to ppl who are lonely just like you are but are you lonely when you've got them? (referring to goose and choolian)
And a few minutes later, I added on
Me : Then show these messages to your aunt. =), if i'm totally in the wrong, and to take then blame, so be it.
Little did i expect his reply to be this disheartening... I guess i'm ending this friendship =)
Melvin : I'm fine, this is fun, just like debating and I love it, but please be more offensive next time, though no vulgar, I felt like i was at the supreme court a moment back LOL, and lets ask our judges , I've saved the msges, i'll lose with honour if i'm wrong. THIS is the true meaning of justice and equality. The last part u guys don't have to know, its some sorta useless to reveal, its about tousen.
The thunderstorm I had with him, totally depressing, I pointed middle finger and said FUCK, WHAT IS THIS? at the phone. I am totally pissed off. Goodbye peeps.
& I'm being random.
Friday, June 13, 2008
8:10 AM
Aww man, after neglecting my blog for so long, I "finally" came back and start posting again =X
U know I've got nothing to do in the holidays, all I do is maple maple maple. Wanna go out, but going out alone nt fun at all, no1 to talk to T.T~~ Anyway grats my fighter 68 and early grats it on being a crusader. Ok that was so lame. Next week I am having some stupid NCC specialist course -.- which most probably or mainly DEFINITELY I wont get promoted.
[PS : Its so obvious]
Slept @ 4am ytd after watching 2 chinese movies, both pretty interesting , after that I fell asleep in the living room. And.. at 7, I sensed sth is approaching me in front of me, I opened my eyes and to my horror, something with green face covered with hair is just a few inches away from me, I screamed and raised my hand, almost punched the person when my mum screamed : ' AHHHH DUN SCREAM ITS ME MOM! "
U know how crazy it is if i punched her -.-, she would have cried.
I will never sleep in the living room again.
And the day before, I had a nightmare abt my mum and I got murdered, with our heads chopped off, hands chopped off, legs chopped off, and placed on the table just in front of our main door, I woke up realising that it was just a nightmare =X
Early belated birthday to my good friend Melvin Koh
Just hope he will be able to find my asiasoft out for me to end my misery.
Life is full of hopes, surprises, misery, sadness and all of the above
Ok that was lame -.-
Brandon
13June08
11.19
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& I'm being random.
Saturday, June 7, 2008
8:26 PM
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
& I'm being random.
7:24 AM
Oh well after such a long day in maple, i decided to slack, and help mabel in bain. Soon after, my good friend named weijie in maple came and said, "hey got slot to leech?". I was the first to reply =) " No slot sorry". Mab said, 17mins later come, after the 4x, which the 4x exp for us are still going on. After that, the situation changed completely. He said we were stingy because we didnt let him leech in bain. He started scolding me wif all the
wonderful vulgarities and said I might as well don't be his friend cos I didnt let him leech! WOW 15MINS OF LEECHING BRINGS U TO ? 2~4% wow thats so "fast" Certainly perfect. I guess, the friendship is screwed. I will never forget what he said. "Ppl treat u good, u take advantge of them", so are u gonna take advantage of me if I treat u good? oO Visitors please post ur views, and bear with my blog for awhile, while the cbox is being made =)
Farewell
Brandon 7th June 2008
Thinking of her...
& I'm being random.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
9:19 PM
Phew, after screwing it I managed to make my blog back into its own state, or perhaps not =X.
My good friend fatt gave me a good laugh in the morning by saying I love him!? Its quite shocking but it made me ROFL. He apologized to me and awww, so sad, its ok f3. LMAO~
Went out on 4th June with Marissa, Joel, Angeline, Clarine, and later on Don and KaiYuan came. To celebrate Angeline's birthday. Happy Birthday Angeling oops did'nt say that to her ytd. Well, the maple patch is screwing things up, hope it'll be fixed soon =) as it'll end many ppl's life =X
Remembering the old friends, KaXoR JerSaysHi icygerzzz chloestar MagicalGurl BoAcher
Brandon 5/6/08, 4 months 21 days to my 15th birthday
& I'm being random.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
9:32 AM
& I'm being random.